osing my grandpa just days before prom made me question whether I should go at all. Looking back now, I’m grateful I found the courage to walk through those doors, because what happened there changed more than one life forever.
Grandpa Bill brewed a full pot at 4:45 a.m., poured himself a thermos, and left a folded $5 bill on the kitchen counter for my lunch. He never woke me to say goodbye, but the smell of that coffee was its own kind of hug.
I was 18, and he’d been raising me since I was six, ever since my parents stopped being part of the picture.
Our apartment was small, with two bedrooms above a laundromat, but it was ours.
He’d been raising me since I was six.
Grandpa worked at an auto shop during the day and stocked shelves at a hardware store two evenings a week to make sure I had everything I needed.
Never once did he complain.
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At school, prom season had turned the cafeteria into a runway of glossy catalogs.
“This one is $1,200,” Lorraine, one of my bullies, announced, spinning her phone around so everyone at her table could see. “Mom said if I want the beading, we have to order this week.”
Never once did he complain.
Her friend Jenna leaned in.
“Get the champagne one. It’ll match your shoes.”
I sat two tables away, pretending to read. I had already been scrolling through thrift-store listings on my phone all week, saving screenshots of anything under $30.
Lorraine glanced my way and smirked.
“Tina, are you even going? Or are we doing the shoe thing again?”
I had already been scrolling through thrift-store listings.
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I remembered freshman year, when she pointed at my sneakers and made the whole hallway laugh.
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I didn’t answer. I just closed my phone.
Glenn walked past our row, then, his gym bag over his shoulder, gave me a small nod. He was the kind of guy who somehow stayed popular in our school without being mean. He’d done that same quiet nod a hundred times over the years.
I never understood why.
I didn’t answer.
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