You sit on the edge of the enormous bed and nearly weep at that too.
The suite itself is a universe compared to the life you were living three days ago. Soft gray walls. Tall windows overlooking the lake behind the property. A nursery alcove that gets golden light in the afternoon. A bathroom bigger than the motel room where you once spent ten nights sleeping in shifts with a chair jammed under the door handle. There is fresh baby lotion on the counter, and the absurdity of that nearly breaks you. Luxury can be vulgar. Tonight it feels like oxygen.
Still, fear does not unpack just because your suitcase is moved.
That night you cannot sleep.
Not even after Alina goes down in the new crib with one hand flung over her head and that solemn baby sigh that always makes you ache with love. Not after you shower for the first time in weeks without calculating how quickly you can get back to her if someone pounds on the door. Not after Mr. Vale himself assures you the wing is monitored and secure.
At 2:14 a.m., you hear a sound in the hallway and your body bolts upright before your mind catches up.
The door opens.
You snatch the lamp from the bedside table so fast you almost laugh at yourself.
Adrienne stops just inside the threshold, barefoot, in dark slacks and a white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled to his forearms. In the low light, with no tie and no boardroom face, he looks less like an institution and more like a tired man who forgot that sleep does not always come when summoned.
He takes in the lamp in your raised hand and one eyebrow lifts. “That’s either very resourceful or very insulting.”
You lower it slowly, mortified. “I thought…”
“I know what you thought.”
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