“That you see the program.”
I laughed without humor.
“So he thought he’d put sad foster kids in front of me and guilt me into staying?”
David said nothing.
Then Caroline appeared in the doorway.
“Then leave.”
I turned toward her.
She looked exhausted.
“Walk out. Go home. Hate him forever if you need to.”
Her eyes narrowed.
“But don’t spend your whole life knowing nothing about what was behind this house.”
She walked away.
I hated that it worked.
Caroline led me through a side gate toward a building I’d assumed was staff housing.
Inside, a teenager was arguing about a phone charger.
Someone had burned toast.
Two young adults sat doing homework at a scarred kitchen table.
Then I noticed a girl trying to glue the sole back onto her sneaker.
My body stopped before my mind caught up.
“What is this place?”
Caroline looked at me.
“Where I met Thomas.”
I turned slowly.
“What?”
“I’m not his biological daughter.”
I stared at her.
“I entered foster care when I was nine,” she said. “Thomas fostered me at fourteen. Later, he became my guardian.”
My hands curled.
“He left me in foster care.”
“I know.”
“And then he started taking foster kids into his house?”
“Yes.”
A bitter laugh escaped me.
“So that’s it? He practiced being a father to somebody else’s children?”
“No.”
“Then explain it.”
Caroline’s eyes filled.
“He failed you first.”
I stared at her.
“He started funding programs years later. Then volunteering. Then fostering.”
“He saved you,” I whispered.
She nodded.
“Why didn’t he save me?”
Caroline looked devastated.
Finally, she said, “Because failing you was what finally taught him how not to fail someone else.”
I was furious.
But I understood.
Thomas had not become a better man in time for me.
That was the tragedy.
Not the excuse.
Behind us, the girl at the table cursed.
Her shoe had come apart again.
I looked at the tube of glue in her hand and walked over.
“You’re using too much.”
She looked up.
“What?”
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