“I asked if you pay the bills.”
“Yes.”
“No.”
His face stiffened.
“I cover the rent.”
Vivian folded her arms.
“No, Caleb.”
“I do.”
“No.”
The room fell silent again.
She reached into her purse.
Pulled out her phone.
Opened her banking app.
Then held the screen in front of him.
Month after month.
Transfer after transfer.
Each one labeled:
Apartment Assistance.
For almost three years.
“I’ve been covering over sixty percent of your rent.”
Caleb stared at the screen.
“You weren’t supposed to tell her.”
I felt something inside me shatter.
Not because of the money.
Because of the lie.
Every time he’d reminded me that he paid for everything…
every time he’d used that sentence to silence me…
every time he’d made me feel guilty for eating, resting, existing…
he had known it wasn’t even true.
My knees nearly gave out.
Vivian caught my elbow.
“You lied to your wife.”
Caleb looked embarrassed instead of remorseful.
“I didn’t want her worrying about finances.”
Vivian actually laughed.
A short, humorless laugh.
“You made her sleep beside washing machines.”
“You don’t understand—”
“I understand perfectly.”
“No, Mom.”
“I understand that your pregnant wife has dangerously high blood pressure.”
His head snapped toward me.
“What?”
I hadn’t told him.
I couldn’t bear another complaint about doctor’s appointments costing money.
Vivian continued.
“I understand she’s been hiding the truth because she’s ashamed.”
She stepped closer.
“I understand you’ve confused being tired with being entitled.”
Caleb’s shoulders finally sagged.
“I’ve just been under a lot of pressure.”
“So has she.”
“I know.”
“No.”
Vivian shook her head.
“You don’t.”
He ran both hands through his hair.
“I never meant to hurt her.”
I spoke for the first time.
“But you did.”
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He looked at me.
Really looked at me.
Perhaps for the first time in weeks.
His eyes lingered on the dark circles beneath mine.
The swollen ankles.
The way I instinctively supported my back with one hand.
The oversized cardigan I’d been wearing because the basement was cold.
His expression changed.
Only slightly.
But I saw it.
Recognition.
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