Beloved Husband & Father
Lily gripped my hand so tightly it hurt.
Andrea wiped her eyes before speaking.
“Seven years ago, Ryan contacted me unexpectedly,” she explained. “We hadn’t spoken much since the divorce. He had full custody after I went through… a difficult period in my life.”
She paused.
“Then he showed me his medical records.”
My stomach dropped.
“Stage four cancer.”
I closed my eyes as the world shifted beneath me again.
“He was terrified,” Andrea whispered. “He didn’t want you left alone raising three children after he died. He thought he was fixing something before it was too late.”
I could barely breathe.
“I told him he was wrong,” she continued. “I told him he couldn’t just erase you from their lives.”
“But he did anyway,” I whispered.
She nodded through tears.
Ryan had looked me in the eyes every single day while planning all of it.
He let me mourn them.
Let me believe the lake had swallowed my family whole.
While my boys were alive somewhere else.
“He made the decision for me,” I said bitterly. “He decided what the rest of my life would be.”
Andrea nodded again.
