You stared at him.
“It’s a mattress.”
“I know what it is.”
“Then why are you acting like I’m breaking into a safe?”
His nostrils flared. “Because every time you start this cleaning obsession, the whole house turns upside down. Leave the bed alone.”
The room went quiet after that, the kind of quiet that feels less like peace than a power outage.
You lowered your hands slowly. “Why are you so upset?”
He looked at you for a long second, and something in his eyes went shuttered.
“I’m tired,” he said flatly. “That’s all.”
Then he showered, ate reheated leftovers, and spent the rest of the evening watching television as if nothing had happened.
You sat beside him hearing only the word don’t.
After that, fear stopped being abstract.
It moved into your body. It showed up in the way you double-checked locks, the way you noticed how often he kept his suitcase near him, the way his side of the closet smelled faintly musty if you leaned in close enough. It settled into your stomach every time he laid down beside you and the odor began rising again from the mattress like breath from a grave.
You told yourself not to spiral.
Then you started keeping notes anyway.
